{"id":6,"date":"2005-07-25T17:28:42","date_gmt":"2005-07-25T15:28:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/historyze.org\/to-be-or\/?p=2"},"modified":"2016-09-14T16:20:39","modified_gmt":"2016-09-14T14:20:39","slug":"r-e-c-o-n-n-a-i-s-s-a-n-c-e","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.disparates.org\/iota\/2005\/07\/r-e-c-o-n-n-a-i-s-s-a-n-c-e\/","title":{"rendered":"Christian Oster, Le grand appartement (Quand aimer s’\u00e9crit ne pas aimer)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\n\n
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\n\t\t\t\t\to<\/span>ster. so<\/span>n grand appartement. ce qui m\u2019y pla\u00eet d\u2019abo<\/span>rd. la fa\u00e7o<\/span>n qu\u2019a son personnage, gavarine, luc, de se mo<\/span>quer de lui-m\u00eame, d\u2019aller jusqu\u2019au bo<\/span>ut de l\u2019absurde (sa serviette, qu\u2019il perd au d\u00e9but du livre, do<\/span>nt il explique co<\/span>mment nulle part il n\u2019irait sans elle, co<\/span>ntenant seulement ses cl\u00e9s, po<\/span>ur le reste : vide). je m\u2019interro<\/span>ge hier so<\/span>ir sur \u00e7a, co<\/span>mment les pratiquants de l\u2019auto<\/span>-d\u00e9risio<\/span>n me to<\/span>uchent, co<\/span>mment ils peuvent me surprendre, et chez mo<\/span>i pro<\/span>vo<\/span>quer le rire. je pense \u00e0 a. w., que je tro<\/span>uvais si dr\u00f4<\/span>le, qui a co<\/span>mpt\u00e9 tellement po<\/span>ur mo<\/span>i, et qui ne riait que d\u2019elle-m\u00eame. je me tro<\/span>uve une so<\/span>rte de cruaut\u00e9, \u00e0 aimer \u00e7a. c\u2019est co<\/span>mme si, se mo<\/span>quant ainsi d\u2019eux-m\u00eames, ils me dispensaient, et qu\u2019\u00e0 cette dispense je vo<\/span>ulus bien me laisser prendre, ils me dispensaient d\u2019avo<\/span>ir \u00e0 les aimer, co<\/span>mme si par avance, ils pr\u00e9venaient le no<\/span>n-amo<\/span>ur que j\u2019aurais pu avo<\/span>ir po<\/span>ur eux, m\u2019en pardo<\/span>nnaient. co<\/span>mme si c\u2019\u00e9tait \u00e0 \u00e7a qu\u2019ils s\u2019adressaient, au fait que je puisse ne pas les aimer (qui est un sentiment qui m\u2019enco<\/span>mbre to<\/span>ujo<\/span>urs plus que de raiso<\/span>n), ce sentiment n\u2019\u00e9tant do<\/span>nc pas pass\u00e9 so<\/span>us silence, auto<\/span>ris\u00e9 \u00e0 \u00eatre, ce no<\/span>n-amo<\/span>ur, m\u2019en tro<\/span>uvant d\u00e8s lo<\/span>rs abso<\/span>ute, no<\/span>n-co<\/span>upable. ce qui a to<\/span>ujo<\/span>urs eu, po<\/span>ur r\u00e9sultat, de me les faire aimer \u00e9no<\/span>rm\u00e9ment, ce qui a to<\/span>ujo<\/span>urs pro<\/span>vo<\/span>qu\u00e9 ma tendresse. (et ce qui me surprend, \u00e0 chaque fo<\/span>is, ce qui reste no<\/span>uveau, pro<\/span>vo<\/span>que une so<\/span>rte de sursaut, ce serait d\u2019\u00eatre mo<\/span>i, d\u00e9busqu\u00e9e, dans ce no<\/span>n-amo<\/span>ur. et puis aussi, cette auto<\/span>-d\u00e9risio<\/span>n, j\u2019en suis bien incapable.)
\n\t\t\t\t\tl\u2019acheter, ce livre, de christian o<\/span>ster, mon grand appartement (je l\u2019ai emprunt\u00e9 \u00e0 la biblioth\u00e8que).\n\t\t\t\t<\/p>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n

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oster. son grand appartement. ce qui m\u2019y pla\u00eet d\u2019abord. la fa\u00e7on qu\u2019a son personnage, gavarine, luc, de se moquer de lui-m\u00eame, d\u2019aller jusqu\u2019au bout de l\u2019absurde (sa serviette, qu\u2019il perd au d\u00e9but du livre, dont il explique comment nulle part il n\u2019irait sans elle, contenant seulement ses cl\u00e9s, pour le reste : vide). je m\u2019interroge… Poursuivre la lecture Christian Oster, Le grand appartement (Quand aimer s’\u00e9crit ne pas aimer)<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[801,1789],"tags":[1658,1657],"class_list":["post-6","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-lire","category-to-be-or","tag-christian-oster","tag-non-amour","entry"],"acf":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.disparates.org\/iota\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.disparates.org\/iota\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.disparates.org\/iota\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.disparates.org\/iota\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/11"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.disparates.org\/iota\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.disparates.org\/iota\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.disparates.org\/iota\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.disparates.org\/iota\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.disparates.org\/iota\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}